Monday, August 27, 2012

hey...remember me??







It has been way too long....it seems as though i say that alot ;)

So what is new?

Well Im an aunt again :)  My sister had her baby last week....8/14/12.  Mia Julia :)  She is super cute..and super tiny :)

My birthday came and went....we went to NYC overnight.....took the train up and  walked around all day and then checked in to our hotel by 4:00 and didn't have much time to relax because the show was at 7:00.  We waited outside to meet Jim Parsons and we waited almost an hour.....he came out and signed maybe 5 autographs and then ran into his car and was gone....the show was good though..we really enjoyed it.  After the show we went to dinner and then walked some more....same thing the following day...we did a lot of walking and sight seeing...it was a lot of fun!

So much more to write but honestly, it was almost two months ago!  I forget ;)  I am 40 now you know ;)


So what else is going on in my world?  nothing much really.  Pretty boring stuff...yes, i can complain if you want....LOL!

ok...like how about the fact that i have continuously continued to mess up with my diet...over and over again...to the point where it is now out of the question that i can even attempt to get on stage this year....again!

Or the fact that i am heavier than i have been in a long time.....and no matter what i seem to do, i fall back on bad habits and i just cant get ahead?

Does that sound better?  it sounds like me :)


I want to be positive...and i try to be....and then i look at myself in the mirror.



I need to realize one thing....and basically, it all comes down to this.....im unhappy with the way that i look....and it needs to change....so i need to change.....im tired of being unhappy with me.