It has been way too long....it seems as though i say that alot ;)
So what is new?
Well Im an aunt again :) My sister had her baby last week....8/14/12. Mia Julia :) She is super cute..and super tiny :)
My birthday came and went....we went to NYC overnight.....took the train up and walked around all day and then checked in to our hotel by 4:00 and didn't have much time to relax because the show was at 7:00. We waited outside to meet Jim Parsons and we waited almost an hour.....he came out and signed maybe 5 autographs and then ran into his car and was gone....the show was good though..we really enjoyed it. After the show we went to dinner and then walked some more....same thing the following day...we did a lot of walking and sight seeing...it was a lot of fun!
So much more to write but honestly, it was almost two months ago! I forget ;) I am 40 now you know ;)
So what else is going on in my world? nothing much really. Pretty boring stuff...yes, i can complain if you want....LOL!
ok...like how about the fact that i have continuously continued to mess up with my diet...over and over again...to the point where it is now out of the question that i can even attempt to get on stage this year....again!
Or the fact that i am heavier than i have been in a long time.....and no matter what i seem to do, i fall back on bad habits and i just cant get ahead?
Does that sound better? it sounds like me :)
I want to be positive...and i try to be....and then i look at myself in the mirror.
I need to realize one thing....and basically, it all comes down to this.....im unhappy with the way that i look....and it needs to change....so i need to change.....im tired of being unhappy with me.
2 comments:
I can appreciate you don't feel at one with yourself sometimes, but the fact is you have never given up on yourself and you can be proud of that.
You're a beautiful married woman and a true projectiion of the person inside. You should be proud of the person you are capable of eing, because there's millions of people that couldn't hold a candle to your personality, because there are bad people in the world and you're a million miles away from that and always will be :-).
I'm sure you will find the right balance in your life and I wish you well, because you ARE worth it and you DO have enough to give to yourself.
Chin up, be strong and keep believing, because you still have so much you can do with your life.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY as well and I hope the coming 12 months will bring you so much happiness and many good times.
:-) :-).
Matt
Oh man, I can so relate. I had my fourth child nearly 18 months ago and I cannot seem to lose the baby weight. I am finally going back to what I know. How I know I should be eating and working out with reasonable goals. Good luck to you...you can do this!
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