Im tired of..... working out and then eating something i shouldn't and defeating the whole purpose of exercising.
Im tired of......feeling guilty after eating something bad
Im tired of.....eating 100% clean during the week and then the weekend comes and it all goes to shit
Im tired of......working out everyday and looking back at old workouts and the weights that im using on exercises has not increased that dramatically
Im tired of......not being able to get back to the weight i was in the summer...when i still thought i was fat
Im tired of.....looking in the mirror and hating what i see
Im tired of....hating myself
Im tired of....not having the energy to go back to the gym after work to do more cardio
Im tired of...not having money
Im tired of....looking at my house and discover that one room is messier than the next and cleaning and not getting anywhere!
Im tired of...feeling guilty for Adam and Michelle not getting along
Im tired of....trying to figure out all this wedding crap
Im tired of....trying to figure out how im going to get money for all this wedding crap
Im tired of...being disorganized at home and at work
Im tired of....figuring out what to buy people for christmas presents
Im tired of....worrying about getting down to 115 pounds by my next fitting
Im tired of....making excuses for not doing what im supposed to be doing fitness wise
Im tired of....getting depressed about when i look back at my blog and all i do is complain about losing weight and not just doing it
Im tired of.....typing this list
5 comments:
I'm not going to rattle on about how you need to focus, pick yourself up blah, blah, blah, like I could do.
I'm just going to say I do undrestand, I'm thinking of you, and I know in time you'll sort it all out.
You're a wonderful person, so don't be too hard on yourself okay :-) :-).
GOOD LUCK Angela.
Matt
I have so been there. I lost the weight before with Weight Watchers, and then we had a move and I gained it all back with the blink of an eye. For 2 years, I have been trying to get back in this place where I am at now. I can't tell you how to get there, but now that I am here, it is the best place in the world to be!! For me I became inspired by all of you Tony Diva's and when I hit rock bottom I was in my most desperate place where I sounded like you in your post, I was simply tired of it all, best said by you! And I e-mailed Tony, sent in my money even though my husband said we could not afford it , I thought well then he can divorce me because I need this more than anything, and I was right, it was exactly what I needed to get me excited about my life again. For me I know it was the food that was clogging my brain and making me feel like I did, cleaning up the food, and all of Tony's encouraging words helped me get my head back in the game.
And...I'm going to second what Matt said..."I'm just going to say I do understand, I'm thinking of you, and I know in time you'll sort it all out."
:) Tina
I feel you! I swear it's the holidays and you have the added stress of the wedding too. Don't be too hard on yourself. You're not quitting,and I swear that's the only way I lost the weight was not quitting. Sometimes were better than others, but in the end I was good better than I was bad. You're homework is to now make a list - "What I did right ..." Focus on the good not that bad - PMA really works.
:) Now you should feel better that you let all that out! You are doing fine you are just in a funk woman!
November/December sucks enough as it is, but then you throw in a wedding. I feel for you!!! Thinking of you and wishing you the best.
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