I still haven't told my family that i am doing the show in IL....i dont know what im waiting for...i guess just saying it out loud makes it real...
which brings me to another issue that i have.....i don't "look" like im ready to compete. I dont want to say anything to anyone because i dont think im in shape enough to tell people. Im afraid of what people will think.....like in their heads they are saying "she is getting on stage??" she is not even near ready!!
I need to really start seeing changes or im going to panic. I mean, there is a lot of pressure on me...first of all....i have to get on stage...second...i have to stand next to april and Tina and Stacy. I am no where near them!!!
I need to stop doubting myself and charge full speed ahead...which is what i am doing....dont get me wrong.....and i am leaning out....everything is huge on me.....my stomach is getting some little cuts here and there.....and i know my butt and thighs are slimmer.....i just have to keep in my head that its not going to happen over night and i need to keep plugging along :)
But it is so hard to stay positive all of the time....i am doing it though.....
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Angela - You MUST... let me say it again - MUST! - tell EVERYONE that you are doing the show! Trust me - by saying this, you'll get SO pumped to do it and win it! Plus, it WILL make the whole event a reality not just a dream. So - tell ALL that will do the show. People are supportive and you will feed off that energy and people's support. :) The suit IS gorgeous! I cannot wait to see you in it on stage strutting your stuff! ;)
XOXO
M.
the suit looks beautiful.... you are not competing against tina, stacy or april only accomplishing a great goal for yourself. they are there to support you in that and accomplish their own goals
I have been reading a lot of you girls over the past 8 months or more and because of you , tina april..... I am striving at my own goal to compete. Enjoy the ride acknowledge your hard work and realize how motivating you ladies are to the rest of us!!
Love the suit5!!!! You will look gorgeous in it!
Read the book I recommended...seriously!
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Beautiful suit Angela,
Don't worry about not telling people yet, work hard and make the changes you want - and soon enough people will be asking you what you are up to because you look so fabulous!
But Margarita is right too, as soon as you really put yourself 'out there' and commit publically it will become more real and make you strive to achieve!
You WILL do this and YOU will get there! BELIEVE it and it will be. I'm so happy for you for staying positive. I SO wish I could stand up there with you guys. It's going to be the BEST time!
The suit is GORGEOUS and I can't WAIT to see you in it!
OH that is gorgeous!!!! Getting my suits always pushes me...I'm totally in the zone now and loving it. Just keep telling yourself there is no way I can keep eating like this day after day and NOT look like a rockstar at some point :) and I totally agree with B! You aren't competing against us, we are all in this together! Make it relaxing, make it fun~that's the most important part :)
Oh and I can't say one work about you not telling your family cause mine doesn't know either lol!! They just don't get it. So I will exercise and diet till they start asking if I'm ok and saying they think I'm getting too skinny and then I'll be all like...oh, well I'm doin another show in Rockford with 4 girlfriends, no worries :)...and they can roll there eyes and tell each other they don't get me and say it's just a phase I'm going thru. All I know is, I'm not doing this for them, so I'm not seeking there approval. I am doing this for me :)...and of course the kickass time we are all going to have~Woot!!!
work=word
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You WILL be fine. Be strong, and keep pushing :-) :-).
Matt
Your suit is beautiful! I want one too :)
Believe and Achieve girl. You can do this. I would tell your family and friends about the show. I don't think they will look at you and wonder why...instead I bet they will be so proud of you and will give you added support. You can do it!
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