new year---new me

Well I did some reading last night.....i read over my blog from the past year...and i discovered what my resolution should be for this year.....

all that i did was bitch, complain, and waste time and energy into not getting what i want...excuse after excuse....missing meals, cardio, cheating....and i wonder why i look the way i do?  All i ever did was blame everything and everyone and it was all my doing...so as of today, january 2, 2010...i will do what i need to do to get where i need to be.....and i will stay focused, determined, and i will not put myself down..i will stay motivated and will not put myself down...i will use this blog as my focus and my positive outlook....no more debbie downer.....there is only one way to get what i want....to go out there and get it, right?  Only one thing is stopping me.....me.....and im done with it.....Im done comparing myself with others, im tired of always....well being me...which is why i am the way i am!

So now its a new me.....lets see what i can do :)