Friday :)

I was playing all morning with blogger :)  Like the changes???

So, i had my ultrasound done yesterday.  I have cysts on both ovaries.  One large one and two small on the right and one big one on the left.  It was a little scary seeing those big black circles on the screen.  The tech told me not to get too upset.  She had them a while back and then a few days later they were gone.  I have to wait until tuesday for the doctor to get the results and then we will take it from there.  I am going to have to up my gyno appointment which should be easier now because of the circumstances.  Because right now my appointment is May 10th.  I would rather get it taken care of sooner than later.  My sister had them too.  She actually had them so bad that they were twisting and basically strangling the one ovary and stopped blood flow to the one ovary and she had to have one removed.  So maybe its hereditary?  I dont really have any pain right now which is good so i will see what happens on tuesday.

I came home and i was feeling a little sad and i told adam and he was worried about me too and gave me a big hug, which made me cry.  I was fine though until he hugged me ;) 

I wanted to soothe my pain and eat something i shouldn't...i wanted sushi so bad!  Adam talked me out of it though.  I was supposed to eat eggs but i was out so i just had some chicken and string beans :)  Still healthy and clean.  :) 

And im so glad now that i didn't go and eat that...especially after just reading the post that Pauline Nordin wrote titled "pride"....i think she was calling me out...LOL!  Because i see myself in a lot of what she was saying : Just because i was sad or stressed shouldn't be an excuse to eat something i shouldn't be.  Thanks Pauline :)

So now, im off to Trader Joe's to get me some eggs and butternut squash :)