Thursday, August 30, 2007

task 10001 complete!

one more task off my list.....me and adam went to get our passports done last night! So in 10-12 weeks, i should have my passport!

Workouts are going great.....eating is perfect.....i just wish i had the umph to do more cardio at night when i get home....by the time i finish eating, cleaning up the kitchen, etc...im exhausted and i just want to lay....so i usually do :)

Today was abs...yesterday was shoulders and biceps. i can start to see muscles in my arms and they want to come out...they really do...but the fat is fighting me and doesn't want to leave! The fat has had enough fun...its time for the muscles to have some fun now...LOL! Pack up and go fat! Im tired of you hanging around!

Anyway....sorry for the silliness Lol

Did i mention that i am going to be an aunt? Yes, my brother's girlfriend is pregnant...about 8 weeks now i guess. Of course my parents aren't that happy about it.....basically he is 29 years old, he isn't working right now, she has no health insurance...they live in a studio apartment...etc. The list goes on and on....but a baby is coming....my brother just better get his shit together becuase if not, she better have enought sense to kick his ass out...I hate talking bad about him, i really do....he is my brother and i love him...but he is just a mess....he is the baby of the family and the only boy...so he got away with murder.....whatever he wanted he got....and he was bad...always scheming, planning, but not doing what he was supposed to do. Me and my sister were good, we always worked, went through high school (my sister was student counsel vice president), graduated, went to college, graduated college, did all the right things, have houses, cars, jobs....unlike my brother....barely made it through high school, dropped out of college...2 or 3 times....never had a decent job..still lives at home...well now he is living with her, but you get the drift.....he is banking on getting into the electrical union....which is fine and dandy but what if he doesn't get in? He has to think about that and have a back-up plan....he needs to work and be the man now....he is going to be a father! He needs to step up!

Ok...im done my rant....i just feel bad for my parents...i dont want this burden to fall onto them. My mom just retired and she doesn't need to be watching his girlfriend's baby all day. I know that if it was my or my sister's baby it would be different....because its a different situation....and she would be happy to watch him/her. but because of the circumstance, i think that where it should be a happy thing, its not...and that sucks.







4 comments:

Laurie said...

Fat, fat go away and don't even THINK of coming back another day! You're strong you're winning the battle!

Sorry about your brother, family can just be rough sometimes.

Anonymous said...

Just be as silly as you want. Heck knows we all need some times in our life, when we just let go of all sense. World's bad enough without us all going round 24/7, like our Asses are tighter than Fort Knox Security.

So just go for it. You won't see any complaints from me :-p :-p.

Matt

KatieFeldmom said...

My brother-in-law (hubby's brother) seems to be very similar to your brother. I can say that he has changed (for the better) now that his girlfriend is expecting. My fingers are crossed for your family!!!

Anonymous said...

It is getting to be such a nightmare getting your passport. I hope your experience went smoothly.

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