Lets see...what is going on??? Well i ordered my invitations and my matchbooks and napkins for the wedding and i got my bra for my dress. I have my first fitting on November 6th. The thing that sucks about that is the balance has to be paid in full at the time of the fitting and the alterations (which could run from 175-275) have to be paid in full too ---IN CASH! WTF!
On the fitness front....workouts going great...food is good....the only thing im "cheating" with is popcorn..... i cant stop eating it for some reason! But if that is the worst thing im eating, i guess its not so bad....oh and i had a mini bag of M&Ms yesterday :(
Me and April are going to the Arnold at the end of February! Im so excited!! I get to meet April finally!!!! YAY! I hope Jamie Eason is there...i would love to meet her!
I have a lot of work to do..both with myself and for this wedding....i was getting down on myself yesterday. I was thinking about my body and how i should be looking by now...and i shouldn't look the way i do! I should be at my goal weight or at least a lot closer than i am to it....i dont know what it is...im having such a hard time....my eating isn't horrible by any means...and i work out every day during the week and either saturday or sunday. I should be a lot better than i am....my weight flucuates up 2 pounds down 2 pounds constantly...its starting to piss me off! At the beginning of the summer i hit my lowest weight so far...114.5! I was soo excited. Then vacation came and it seems that after that, i haven't been able to get my weight down again...now lately its been 117....i need to lose this weight and be at my goal or at least 112 or 110 by February! Its not a lot of weight to lose at all...but why is it so hard? I really think all it comes down to is more cardio....and if i am going to compete next year i better get used to the extra cardio...i really need to bust my ass the next couple of months...i haven't even taken progress pictures because im not liking myself....but one good thing...when i went to get my bra....instead of a 34 i got a 32! That made me feel good....but i still had to get a D! I was hoping to lose some of my "girls" since losing weight!
Ok...im off to eat my salmon and salad :)
5 comments:
You're going to be fine Angela.
You have all the ability and know how to make this happen, so don't worry. Just do it, and it will all work out.
You're close to your goal, don't lose Heart, just be yourself, and trust in yourself, and it WILL and CAN work ou for you.
You should be so proud of yourself not pissed :-) :-).
Matt
Angela, you are doing so great.
I agree with Brit-man...relax and breathe, it's going to be wonderful and your goals will soon be accomplishments.
BTW...my "girls" used to be D's when I was 210 lbs..now they are close to A's and I LOVE IT. It will happen....just give it more time.
Hi! I'm a lurker, and am commenting for the first time. I *just* blogged about the cardio myself. I really believe it's the key, unfortunately. Check out the comments to my post as well -- www.runhlrun.blogspot.com
Also, don't be so hard on yourself. We just had our big wedding, and it was SUPER stressful, even though we were already legally married. It's a stressful time.
Hi Angela, I have been reading your blog for a short time. All this wedding talk so reminds me of my wedding 13 yrs ago. Don't stress so much. Believe it or not, things will go very well and you won't remember much of anything anyway...heck, you probably won't eat anything either (to busy socializing).
Oh, and the "girls" are one of the last things to go. It will happen ;)
Hi Angela,
I agree with everyone else. Try to relax and stay calm. Your wedding day will arrive and you will not be thinking about all of that stuff you are just going to be on cloud nine because you are going to me marrying the love of your life!
BTW, I am so jealous about your girls before i lost my weight I was in a D and now I am a B/C :( and I barely fill the cup. I may have to buy some... hee hee
Hang in there
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