As of this Saturday I am 7 weeks out..yeah...scary! My suit came in too! Im scared though cause the bottoms fit (there is a lot of junk surrounding it but they fit) and the top may be too big....i needed underwire on my top because i need support...but its not really supportive....so i have to take pics and send them to her.
My two friends came over and i showed them my suit and i was explaining how it wasn't stoned yet and they didn't understand and its such a pain in the butt trying to explain what this all is and then i get the, why am i doing this talk.. It is so hard to try and explain this to people who have no idea what this entails and what it actually takes to get on the stage in the first place! I am scared to death...im not gonna lie....this is something that is so out of my comfort zone, i dont even know how im going to have the guts to get up there! But im gonna :)
Eating has been good....i actually had about 5 sugar free gummy bears yesterday for something sweet...yeah, bad move.....i was so sick and gassy! I had gas pains so bad! So if anyone ever has trouble going to the bathroom...eat some sugar free gummy bears...LOL!
Cardio and more cardio.....i actually didnt get any in last night but i was up at 5:00 and got in some before the gym.....im trying to get in at least 1 1/2 hours a day to get rid of this fat.....
if im not ready in a few more weeks, then so be it...i will do the show in august! IM not going to go crazy over it....
My posing coach Stacy Simons is in Oxygen this month....she placed third in one of the contests! She is built so good but she is still tiny in person..crazy! And just the way you hold yourself makes such a difference. You could look one way, but if your hold your pose differently it looks so different. So many things to remember!!!!
alright...let me get back to work!
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