Well its tuesday already...i have such a headache right now....i hate when i feel crappy!
Well the weekend was ok.
Friday night i made dinner for my family..i never have anyone over my house because im lazy and hate to clean and cook...LOL! but its nice when i do it because it gives me an excuse to clean well :)
Saturday didn't do much....saturday night took a ride over my mom's house. Adam had to go into work so me and angelica hung out with my mom...
Sunday....worked out (did saturday's workout) and then cooked my food for the next few days and then went over my sisters for dinner...i brought my own food.
Yesterday was legs....maybe one day i will see my hamstrings underneath the blub!
Today was shoulders! I love shoulders....again, maybe one day the muscles will show through....
Im just in a funk. I feel like i should have been doing the june show and im not and now i have to work my ass off throughout the entire summer for the August show. And what im worried about too is the fact that the show in August is the Tracy Greenwood Classic (Delaware State Open) and all of her "girls" i think are out of Delaware! So i dont know if i even have a shot in hell.... but i guess its not about placing for my first show...its just getting on the stage. That is the most important...so that is my goal.
April is going to wake me up in the morning to help me get up for EMC. Hopefully i will remember to take my phone in my room with me ;)
I just want to notice some changes in my physique. I feel like im just staying the same. I really need to get in as much extra cardio as i can...that is the only thing that is going to make a difference.
My birthday is coming up in two weeks....i cannot believe i am going to be 36 years old. I never thought i would be 36....LOL! But it is going to be a year when i am going to look the best that i have ever looked! So that is my light at the end of the tunnel......
do you think i can have a piece of birthday cake??? How bout just a bite or two???
I will have to check with Tony to see.....god knows how much extra cardio i will have to do to make up for that! LOL!
7 comments:
I remember getting a cheat on my b-day last year. Of course there was cardio hell to pay for it. It was worth it though!!
Give you a buzz in the morning :)
You CAN place well. It depends on how others do. It's in your hands not theirs, they need to not slip up as much as you don't.
There will certainly be NO ONE, you can't beat theoretically.
GOOD LUCK
:-) :-).
Matt
Forget about the June show. Your not doing it, it's not your show. But the one in Delaware...the one in 58 days...that's your show. You have only 58 days to kick ass and tomorrow you will have only 57. Stop looking at it as all summer and stop looking at it as a one time thing. If this is what you want, then this is who you are and this is what you do...always...forever. Doesn't mean you have to compete, not at all. But the working out, the eating right and the wanting to be the best you...yeah, that's the always and forever part. Isn't it great! :)
you must have the cake life is too short not too !
and you will succeed you will
You will be fine and you will learn so much at your first show that you can hardly wait for the next one!
You will be fine and you will learn so much at your first show that you can hardly wait for the next one!
Hey girl hang in there! Sometimes you just have to do the training eat the food and not look for a while you know? Know that it will happen because you are doing the work. I had to avoid my mirrors for a while because every time I saw myself I would start looking for changes, not see any and get depressed. Focus on how good you feel after your workout, focus on doing EVERYTHING everyday that Tony has you do, and one day you will look in the mirror and even you won't be able to deny what you see!
Make up your mind that you are going to do the best YOU can do, don't worry about them other girls :)
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