Hi all!! Sorry i haven't been posting...i have been reading blogs....but then i run out of time to update mine :)
I have been super busy trying to get all my workouts in, food prepped, and snuggle time with Adam...its hard to get it all in and be in bed by 10 so i can be up at 5! ....10 days to go!!!
I am leaning out i think, but my ass and legs still need a lot of work! My ass more than my legs but my legs still need work ;)
I talked to Tony yesterday and he said my pics were looking good....so on sunday i will carb load through tuesday and then wed-friday deplete...i hope it works!! Im still holding my weight at 108.0 which i was hoping that it was going to be less this week but im sure that by the end of the week i should be at 107 or less??
I took the pics on saturday but i actually think that i have leaned out even more since then....he told me everyday i will see changes...and i am!!!
Im trying not to be negative about this but if my butt doesn't go down soon, i dont think i will look like i should be on that stage...and that is what is freaking me out!!! I dont want people talking about me and thinking to themselves "what is wrong with that girl thinking that she could walk on that stage like that" THAT IS MY BIGGEST FEAR!!! That above all....more worried about that than falling or my boob popping out (yeah...that is a worry for me too)......i want to feel like i belong on that stage....and right now i dont.....well i do but just the butt thing.....that is stopping me. I am still very jiggly and mushy ;) I know im not a pro, and will probably never be, so my ass wont be rock hard....but i dont want to look like a fat mess up there either!
So that is my main issue.....other than that...all is well :)
*****
Now to the exciting happy part of doing this show!!! Drumroll.......
April
Tina
Stacey
oh, and of course......we cannot forget....
moosemunch
peanut M&Ms
mexican after the show :)
and
April and I driving home from the show on sunday...drinking our starbucks and enjoying whatever food we want to :)
and i cannot forget.....
meeting the infamous Kelly O and Sherry :)
It cant get better than this....well if i looked like a total rockstar up there maybe...but no matter what....its all about us doing this show together and hanging out!!! I cannot wait!!!!!
This is going to be great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been super busy trying to get all my workouts in, food prepped, and snuggle time with Adam...its hard to get it all in and be in bed by 10 so i can be up at 5! ....10 days to go!!!
I am leaning out i think, but my ass and legs still need a lot of work! My ass more than my legs but my legs still need work ;)
I talked to Tony yesterday and he said my pics were looking good....so on sunday i will carb load through tuesday and then wed-friday deplete...i hope it works!! Im still holding my weight at 108.0 which i was hoping that it was going to be less this week but im sure that by the end of the week i should be at 107 or less??
I took the pics on saturday but i actually think that i have leaned out even more since then....he told me everyday i will see changes...and i am!!!
Im trying not to be negative about this but if my butt doesn't go down soon, i dont think i will look like i should be on that stage...and that is what is freaking me out!!! I dont want people talking about me and thinking to themselves "what is wrong with that girl thinking that she could walk on that stage like that" THAT IS MY BIGGEST FEAR!!! That above all....more worried about that than falling or my boob popping out (yeah...that is a worry for me too)......i want to feel like i belong on that stage....and right now i dont.....well i do but just the butt thing.....that is stopping me. I am still very jiggly and mushy ;) I know im not a pro, and will probably never be, so my ass wont be rock hard....but i dont want to look like a fat mess up there either!
So that is my main issue.....other than that...all is well :)
*****
Now to the exciting happy part of doing this show!!! Drumroll.......
April
Tina
Stacey
oh, and of course......we cannot forget....
moosemunch
peanut M&Ms
mexican after the show :)
and
April and I driving home from the show on sunday...drinking our starbucks and enjoying whatever food we want to :)
and i cannot forget.....
meeting the infamous Kelly O and Sherry :)
It cant get better than this....well if i looked like a total rockstar up there maybe...but no matter what....its all about us doing this show together and hanging out!!! I cannot wait!!!!!
This is going to be great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11 comments:
Honey, you are ROCKING IT. And don't say NEVER!! You are dedicated and determined, and you can build on this for the future!! This is your first show right?? It's just that first step!!
;-) You will be awesome I Know it!!
K
Just wanted to say -try to stay positive and GOOD LUCK!
Woohoo! I'm so excited about this...even though my brain is out of whack right now!
We're going to have THE best memories!!
I SOO wish I could be there. It's going to be so great and you will have such a memorable time.
You are going to do great Angela! Your concerns are normal, but stay positive no matter what. That's going to make a huge difference when you're on stage. You've worked hard for this, and I'm excited for you!!!!
The most important this is that you are stepping on the stage. The experience from that will be priceless and will hopefully lead to other shows. Just by walking on that stage, you're doing what many people don't have the courage to do. Regardless of the results, you've already won so much just by getting up there. Dream come true right? You aspired to do something, you stuck with it, and you achieved it! That's what counts. You're gonna rock the stage when you step up there!
The most important this is that you are stepping on the stage. The experience from that will be priceless and will hopefully lead to other shows. Just by walking on that stage, you're doing what many people don't have the courage to do. Regardless of the results, you've already won so much just by getting up there. Dream come true right? You aspired to do something, you stuck with it, and you achieved it! That's what counts. You're gonna rock the stage when you step up there!
Great post!!And your going to look amazing up there...you'll see :) But if a boob should happen to pop out, no worries, cause Tina, April and I will get you so drunk afterwards you won't remember it...lmao I'm kidding!...maybe ;)
Who cares what other people think. You'll probably never know them, and their opinion will be that of the common joe, so it's not like you'll have stuff said about you in mags or papers. I'm fairly certain of that.
Those who want to know you, or do in any way, will know the real truth. They've seen the change, they've read the trials and tribulations, they know the kind of personality, and charisma you have, and that's the opinions that matter most, not someone elses cousin, or some person who just paid to watch for fun, so don't sweat it.
You DESERVE to be there, you've worked hard for this, so just enjoy it and GOOD LUCK.
:-) :-).
Matt
You are going to be AWESOME at your show and I can't wait to hear all about your experience. You have pushed yourself to a place that very few women venture into..a select few, so be proud of your accomplishments. You are going to meet new people, and have the time of your life!! I am so excited for you!!
Girl your going do great! Enjoy the day & the results of all your hard work!
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