I haven't posted in a few days....i have been swamped at work....which is really odd for me because im usually bored with not enough to do.....so i guess it was nice for a change :)
I cant believe this show is coming up so soon!! I hope im ready...or at least close to being ready! My ass still isn't cooperating fully..... i keep yelling at it to get smaller but its not listening!!
The treadmill is my new best friend at home....at the gym i try and do either the elliptical or the stepper just to switch it up a little.
I am really tired today....its rainy out so that could be why.....
workouts are going well. Diet is going to be changing this week. I need to drop more weight. I am not saying that i am fat by any means (im saying this because my mother was getting mad at me this morning when i was saying that i was fat...i know im not fat...im just lumpy...LOL) So that will be my new word...instead of fat, i will say lumpy. I have one or two more posing classes..i forget....i know this sunday i have one...i forget if i have one the following sunday too....its really coming fast! I hope im ready.
I think my biggest worry is that i will look horrible and out of place up there. That i should have waited until i was perfect. That i belong up there. I dont want people thinking in their heads "what is that big mess doing up there on that stage?? Why didn't anyone tell her???"
That is what i have in my head. Im trying to be positive. saying that i belong up there!
I have so much to do and no time to do it! Im scared!!!!
12 comments:
You're doing great, just keep pushing, and remember that whatever the outcome, your best is what matters, not what if's or recrimination, or perhaps if I'd done this or that, you can only do your best, and you vna only fail yourself no one else, if you give less than 100% from now until then, or go out there with a less than positive attitude and affect your performance.
You're capable of so much, and you DO belong amongst people like that.
You are a beautiful married lady, and you deserve to feel special and part of something good, and you should be very proud of your efforts, and for the positive effect on your health and physical future.
GOOD LUCK.
:-) :-).
Matt
Just trust Tony and BELIEVE, BELIEVE, BELIEVE!!! You are going to look beautiful and you will FEEL terrific on stage!
=)
I will be cheering for you girl!! You should be proud of YOU and your efforts and enjoy the journey; this doesn't all stop the day you get on stage right? that's just one day in your journey!! Look at it that way.
;-)I'm rootin' for you!
K
Just pre comp jitters is all :) Your going to be just fine PLUS you'll have "us" all there supporting you :) Just remember to keep it fun. We are all going to have an awesome time! I can't believe it's almost here either :)
you do belong up there...there is so much political cramp in this sport- sometimes they already have the winner picked before they get on stage.....it's your moment anyone who has been following your blog knows how much effort you have put into this ...who gives a shit who's beside you really
enjoy!!! and please take lots of pics i like pics as you may have noticed from my blog LOL
LOL I meant crap!!!
Keep going Chick, you're doing great! Not long to go. It all comes together in the last few weeks. ROCK ON
Believe in yourself. You have worked very hard and that is amazing. We should train sometime!
BTW: I am back on Blogger. Check out my progress pics when you have the time! :)
xo
Cat
We all feel like that. If you wait until you are PERFECT, you may never go cause in our eyes we are never perfect. You will do great. Just get up there and have a great time then pick another date and have more fun. :)
Almost there Angela..Enjoy every minute of the experience.
Okay do not hate but I tagged you see my blog for details.
Ruby
Eleven days away, it's getting so close and I couldn't be more excited for you! YOU belong on that stage just as much as everyone else, you have been working so hard for this...and remember, have fun, enjoy the fact that you are doing something for you, and the journey is worth a thousand first places!! You are going to be AWESOME and you will rock that stage!!
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