2 more days!

its almost here!!! Yippee!!!

weight this morning: 104.6....but i got carbs again today so my weight is going to be up again.

I kinda see how women can have serious eating issues (anorexia, bulimia) because a part of me still sees myself as huge and i still grab the fat on my legs and butt and get upset. But i still have the logical part of my self that knows that its wrong and i would never starve myself or make myself throw up to just be thin. But i can see how it could affect others....when you see your abs, ribs, etc and your getting complimented for losing weight and being told your getting so thin....when you have weight issues and you hear those things, you thrive on them and you want them more and more. And i think that is what happens.

But for me....i like to eat....i love food...and i finally have control over it and how and what i need to do to lose it. It is wonderful... i have a long way to go and i really want to put on muscle....but that is another story....sorry for the ramble.....

I cant believe its here! I am so excited!!!! i thought i had so much time....and now its here!!!! We are going to have so much fun!!!! I cannot wait!

since they all posted pics...here is my pic from last week..