Well it's wednesday....we got some snow/ice mixture last night so i didn't go to the gym this morning...mostly because i didn't want to walk to the train in it at 6:30 in the morning...so i bagged it. I will do my cardio and my modified chest workout tonight when i get home. I was supposed to go and pick up my wedding pictures but the weather is crappy so i have to reschedule...again....
Im tired and all i want to do is eat crap! Why is it so hard to be good? I have all good intentions to do the right thing and then someone puts those little jelly hearts on their desk and what do i do? i go by and eat a few...then its over...i want more.....
and this is as i sit and read Gina Aliotti's blog and see her pics....like this one! GRRR! What is wrong with me????
My weight is holding at about 114...i want to be lower! I need to be lower....im not happy....i want my tinier butt and flatter stomach back! And yet, i sit and sabotage my efforts....
im only hurting myself...this i know...i need to be stronger.....each and every day that i try and succeed is a triumph.....i can and will do this....and i will be better than i was before.....
now, if only my mouth would cooperate ;)
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