Ok, i tried, but it kinda looks like me...LOL!
Well the weekend was ok.....friday we had angelica overnight.....didn't do much....just made dinner and hung out..Saturday was my "informal" reunion.....it was nice seeing people that i haven't seen in forever! But the place was packed!!! And it was hard to get to talk to everyone....but it was a nice night.
Sunday.....yesterday....i had a mini meltdown.....i dont know where it came from...im not due for my period or anything! It started with my mom calling and asking if we were coming for dinner...as i was saying yeah, probably, Adam is shaking his head no..so then i said to my mom, well maybe not, he is shaking his head, so i dont know what we are doing but i will let you know.....which then proceeded to a tiff about going to my moms and him eating crap that he doesnt want to eat and that i cant eat anything either and i told him my mom was going to make me chicken...and then he said well what am i supposed to eat, i said the chicken and he said what else? so it went back and forth from that to everything else under the sun....and when i get angry i cry.....which i started to, and then he went out and i cried a little more, and then i went into the kitchen because i had to cook my food for the week, and the kitchen was a mess from breakfast still, and that made me upset and then i turned around and my living room was messy and i had clothes to wash, i had cardio to do, etc....the list goes on....so being in the sad mood i was in, i gave up! On everything....and i went upstairs and got into bed, and watched americas next top model and fell asleep :)
It was just not a good day....oh and then my mom called to ask if we were coming and i said no and she said why and i said i was in a bad mood...which she probably thought was from Adam not wanting to go there but it was more than that.....it was an accumulation of things.....and i know when i get like that there is no reason for it and i hate myself for it, and looking back at myself today, i was an idiot..but it is what it is and its over.
i feel much better now....i hate when i get in those moods!
On the fitness front....my scale sucks! I get a different weight everytime i get on there...and it ranges in a difference of 3-4 pounds sometimes! i need a new scale! OH and my food scale broke too! i have to get to Bed, Bath & Beyond so i can get both of them!
I had shoulders this morning! I love working my shoulders!
im trying to book my flight for the Arnold....i have to talk to april about what to do! We have had our room booked for almost a year! LOL! I cannot wait for it though! It better not snow! Im super excited about it though!
My anniversary is on sunday...i cannot believe it is a year already! i dont even have my pics back from the photographer yet! Im supposed to go on wednesday but it is supposed to snow, so i might postpone it till next week....i will see....
oh well....i leave you with this.....
Well the weekend was ok.....friday we had angelica overnight.....didn't do much....just made dinner and hung out..Saturday was my "informal" reunion.....it was nice seeing people that i haven't seen in forever! But the place was packed!!! And it was hard to get to talk to everyone....but it was a nice night.
Sunday.....yesterday....i had a mini meltdown.....i dont know where it came from...im not due for my period or anything! It started with my mom calling and asking if we were coming for dinner...as i was saying yeah, probably, Adam is shaking his head no..so then i said to my mom, well maybe not, he is shaking his head, so i dont know what we are doing but i will let you know.....which then proceeded to a tiff about going to my moms and him eating crap that he doesnt want to eat and that i cant eat anything either and i told him my mom was going to make me chicken...and then he said well what am i supposed to eat, i said the chicken and he said what else? so it went back and forth from that to everything else under the sun....and when i get angry i cry.....which i started to, and then he went out and i cried a little more, and then i went into the kitchen because i had to cook my food for the week, and the kitchen was a mess from breakfast still, and that made me upset and then i turned around and my living room was messy and i had clothes to wash, i had cardio to do, etc....the list goes on....so being in the sad mood i was in, i gave up! On everything....and i went upstairs and got into bed, and watched americas next top model and fell asleep :)
It was just not a good day....oh and then my mom called to ask if we were coming and i said no and she said why and i said i was in a bad mood...which she probably thought was from Adam not wanting to go there but it was more than that.....it was an accumulation of things.....and i know when i get like that there is no reason for it and i hate myself for it, and looking back at myself today, i was an idiot..but it is what it is and its over.
i feel much better now....i hate when i get in those moods!
On the fitness front....my scale sucks! I get a different weight everytime i get on there...and it ranges in a difference of 3-4 pounds sometimes! i need a new scale! OH and my food scale broke too! i have to get to Bed, Bath & Beyond so i can get both of them!
I had shoulders this morning! I love working my shoulders!
im trying to book my flight for the Arnold....i have to talk to april about what to do! We have had our room booked for almost a year! LOL! I cannot wait for it though! It better not snow! Im super excited about it though!
My anniversary is on sunday...i cannot believe it is a year already! i dont even have my pics back from the photographer yet! Im supposed to go on wednesday but it is supposed to snow, so i might postpone it till next week....i will see....
oh well....i leave you with this.....
2 comments:
Ugh, I hear you on those types of days! Sometimes giving up feels like only way 'out' even though you know it doesn't help you any. And, the fights are the worst, even if they aren't serious! BOO!
Glad you're having a better day today. Sometimes we just need a good cry and pitty party...
Yep, you know I just had that kind of day too.
Woohoo! Can't wait!
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