Wednesday, July 1, 2009

checking in

i had to come and post so everyone doesn't think i dropped off the face of the earth :)

Everything is going well with eating and working out! Weight is still around 113! Im trying not to get upset about it though....

My refinance for my house went through on monday, so im excited about that! Now i can pay off all my stupid credit cards and be free :)

My treadmill is acting up.....its jerking while im on it...while the belt is running alone, it seems fine..its when im on it, then its doing it....and if i put my hands on the side rails its fine??? Weird i know...but i cant afford for my treadmill to go....i have too much to do!!

No plans for the weekend :( But its fine! I even took off on monday to have a long weekend...so we shall see what happens :)

I am really trying to get things together so i can do the show in September but i am not sure that my body will be cooperating with me....i have to get my mind more focused on the goal...i feel like im wishy washy with my mindset for some reason....i remember how i was weeks out before i did the show in November....i was on fire! But i also have to take into consideration that i had 3 other girls competing with me and pushing me every single day....whether it be from April's 5:3o wake-up call to get my ass on the treadmill or the 8000 emails we had going all day! Whatever it was, i was so much more focused on what had to be done than i do now!

I know i just need to sit and write down my goals and what i need to do to get there in the next 10 weeks...and hopefully it will be possible :)




4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Just don't make the same mistake I made and charge your cards all back up again...it's very easy to do ;) lol!

About the show...it really is so much easier to be focused when someone is doing shows with you that's for sure! I don't know how the hell I did my first one alone lol!

Becca said...

Hmmmm debt free. Must be nice. I just got on a 2 year plan to be debt free. Keep fingers crossed.

As far as doing a show where people are with you...hmmmm....monster mash....(shameless plug)....PERFECT!
If it's copious amounts of emails or 530am wake up calls you want, You know I'm up and I'm game!

Anonymous said...

I'm sure you'll be fine, just keep looking for the positives.

:-) :-).

Matt

Anonymous said...

That's awesome about being debt free woot woot! You go girl!

Anywho, I was going to say...have you ever thought about just doing your cardio at the gym? My treadmill hasn't went out on me YET but I'm thinking it will sometime soon. I thought about getting rid of mine since I always go to the gym. It's nice to have here at home but I NEVER USE IT anymore because I like the gym way too much. So, perhaps I'll sell it or something. Too bad we dont live closer! I'd hook you up lol.

If the milly goes kaput, just join a gym--kinda motivates me more to workout at the gym!

BTW cute bday pics! You're gorgeous, and I about vomited when I seen your age... I still don't quite believe u.