So many things going on inside my head...lets see....
I dyed my hair back dark....It is really dark right now.....almost black...but im sure it will fade some as I wash it :)
I did one of the most wonderful things yesterday....I deleted all of my online bill pay bills from my bank account.....why is that good? Because I have NO MORE CREDIT CARDS!!!!! All gone! Everything is paid off! I feel like such a weight has been lifted off my shoulders! Its amazing! Now, I know that everything that I buy is paid in cash and there is no interest building on anything!
Maybe now I can save some money??? That I can have a savings account that has more than $100.00 in it? Can it be??
I vow that I will NEVER build up credit card debt again! I am keeping one card open to keep for emergencies or a big purchase. Other than that.....nothing! I refuse to do it again....I have made the mistake of doing it way to many times......I will not let it happen again!
Training is going well....still trying to lean out....I really need to up my cardio!
I have in my head (and on paper) to get my ass up in the morning and do 40 minutes in the morning and then 40 after work....and yeah, that happened one day this week so far! Im such a lazy lump and sooo not a morning person!
I think I am starting to lean out a bit....my boobs are shrinking....that is how I can tell ;)
I was talking to the people at work and they were asking about when my next show was etc...well “if I make it, its in Atlantic City”.....one chimes in....oh so that means we can go and see you? NOOO!!! I cant have that! LOL!
I guess I should be happy that people have some sort of interest in my life, but I just don’t want to embarrass myself either!
We will see!
Im still contemplating Monster Mash....I had also mentioned to April about KY Muscle???? Or we could always just do Rockford again? LOL! Mmmmm......Albanese Candy Factory :)
I dyed my hair back dark....It is really dark right now.....almost black...but im sure it will fade some as I wash it :)
I did one of the most wonderful things yesterday....I deleted all of my online bill pay bills from my bank account.....why is that good? Because I have NO MORE CREDIT CARDS!!!!! All gone! Everything is paid off! I feel like such a weight has been lifted off my shoulders! Its amazing! Now, I know that everything that I buy is paid in cash and there is no interest building on anything!
Maybe now I can save some money??? That I can have a savings account that has more than $100.00 in it? Can it be??
I vow that I will NEVER build up credit card debt again! I am keeping one card open to keep for emergencies or a big purchase. Other than that.....nothing! I refuse to do it again....I have made the mistake of doing it way to many times......I will not let it happen again!
Training is going well....still trying to lean out....I really need to up my cardio!
I have in my head (and on paper) to get my ass up in the morning and do 40 minutes in the morning and then 40 after work....and yeah, that happened one day this week so far! Im such a lazy lump and sooo not a morning person!
I think I am starting to lean out a bit....my boobs are shrinking....that is how I can tell ;)
I was talking to the people at work and they were asking about when my next show was etc...well “if I make it, its in Atlantic City”.....one chimes in....oh so that means we can go and see you? NOOO!!! I cant have that! LOL!
I guess I should be happy that people have some sort of interest in my life, but I just don’t want to embarrass myself either!
We will see!
Im still contemplating Monster Mash....I had also mentioned to April about KY Muscle???? Or we could always just do Rockford again? LOL! Mmmmm......Albanese Candy Factory :)
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All I read was Albanese Candy Factory LOL!
Rockford is Nov 14th and there is an OCB that is in Dekalb Illinois on Nov 21st! The entry fee is cheaper ;)
That's a positive thing indeed.
I have never used Credit cards, because what with the cloning, identity theft, fraud, debt problems etc etc, they do more harm than good.
As for embarrassing yourelf, how would taht be? You've come so far, and changed quyte a bit in the last 2 years physically, and there is nothing to be embarrassed about.
Embarrassed is what people who eat loads of sludge, and sit about doing nothing should feel, every day they gawp at their lipid soaked bodies.
You will never embarrass yourself in any way. As everything good in your life you deserve.
Chin up, best wishes and no worries. You're doing great. Be proud of yourself, you deserve to be.
:-) :-).
Matt
Let us know PLEASE if you do A.C. I will definitely come show some love!!!
I don't know girls...Rockford does have the figure girl trophies :) I just don't know, now that Tony is competing...I've totally lost my focus...I'm thinking we all need to be texting him extra cardio :) LMAO !!!!!
I think we should all do KY Muscle. They have bikini division remember!
I would love to see you do the Monster Mash! It is one of the few drug tested NPC shows and my trainer is the promoter of that one.
=)
Just checking in on you :) How are you??? How's the training??? How many weeks out??? Did you send those pictures???
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