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Where do I even begin?

And its my fault for not blogging more...cause now its all lost in my brain somewhere...

Lets just see where this goes....

I had a couple of days where my eating wasn’t “on target” and of course as soon as that happens it all goes downhill...I got my period on Saturday and I was crampy and icky and bloated....Tony wanted me to have pics and weigh in to him on Saturday because Sunday was going to be my last free meal.....new diet started today! So far so good.....we shall see...its pretty easy and basic. Im sure I will lose something this week....im trying to keep my water intake up so I can flush all this crap out of my system. I never took pics and he texted me and said “are you forgetting something?” I said no way are you getting pics this week! Im a big bloated mess! You have to wait! LOL!

Yesterday I had to go to court for adam’s brother....he got arrested and loooong story short, he was attacked by 3 junkie neighbors who have been threatening him and he had a little pocket knife on him and he cut 2 of the 3 that were jumping him and 3 months later he got arrested...yeah, 3 months! I have never heard of such a thing! So anyway, he is in jail and his hearing was yesterday and now he has another court date at the end of the month...so we shall see what happens....but he cant post bail because its 10% of $250,000 which is 25,000.....no one has that....so he is stuck in that hell hole for protecting himself! Its crazy! And so sad...the junkies are on the street and his brother is in jail......freaking legal system sucks sometimes!

And then I had to go to the hospital...Angelica had a little cyst on her cheek and it got infected and they had to take it out, so she had the outpatient procedure done yesterday afternoon....so I had to eat lunch at the cafeteria...no good choices...me and adam split a sandwich...egg salad and chicken salad on wheat....not good cause you know the salads are made with mayo...but it was either that or pizza.....everything went well with the surgery and she is feeling ok...i took this after she came out of anesthesia....hence the silly face :)

On the fitness front....workouts are great.....had legs on monday.....tuesday(yesterday) just did cardio for an hour and today was shoulders.

I really want to do this show in September but im not sure how that is going to go...I have to send him pics on Sunday to see what he says....

I have a lot of fat on me, but I think I can do it...if not then I don’t know what show I can possibly do!

Also, im trying to write down all my goals....its harder than i thought....once i get all my "ducks in a row" i will post them.....

We shall see....i got a little less than 9 weeks to bust my ass!!!