Man i really need to just sit and write here for a minute :) Things are going ok.
The other day i had sent an email to my trainer....basically telling him that i wont be doing the show at the end of june and now i have to work my ass off all summer to get ready for the end of august....i made sure he knew i wasn't complaining about him at all....and i dont want to give him excuses...basically telling him that it was all my fault..i cant control my eating...and because of my mess ups, i have to start over.
His response:
Angela
Do you feel better? Good, now do what you say you are going to do. I am here for you . I am going to do my job for you now you do yours.
This is why i love him.....cause he reminds me of my husband....straight and to the point....shit or get off the pot!
So now i have to really figure out and redo my schedule....there is a show august 28th and september 18th...and then i want to do KY muscle again....and not come in last ;)
So in doing the math....
14 weeks for Delaware Show
17 weeks till West Chester
26 weeks till KY Muscle
sounds a little ridiculous.. on the 26 week thing...but i know how i am....and i know that i will need every single week....Then i start thinking....The delaware show is at the end of august...which means that pretty much vacationing this summer is out.....the West Chester show is the day after my mom's birthday....so i will be a crazy mess....and the KY Muscle is two weeks before my husband's 40th birthday....but my thing is...there is always going to be something, right? somebody's birthday, some occasion to go to...so do i want to get on stage or do i want to continue to be unhappy with myself by not doing what i say im going to do and then not do it?
I have a rough road ahead of me...and i need a lot of work...im hoping that i can do this...especially because i really want to do the other shows to prepare for november....so i can hang out with someone ;)
3 comments:
His response was awesome. That's a lot of shows all lined up!...You are incredibly motivated. I'm not at the fitness level you are (I've never competed) But, I am a perfectionist and I can definitly understand wanting to know how many weeks you have before each show. :)
I really do love his response. You were honest with him and he is honest with you. Good job.
You are right, all too often I have thought, "oh but there is this, and that" and yeah, you'r right, there is always goign to be somewhere to go or some event you are going to have to miss out on. The only sucky thing is, 26 weeks is half a year from now, and you've already been dieting the better part of half this year right? That is a whole year of dieting! SO, that being said, if you do decide and committ to these shows- make sure you make it worth your year mama!!
I almost seem to work the oppostie way. I got so big this winter (6lbs bigger than last start-of-prep)that I started dieting like 14 weeks out which was my longest diet.ANd, I kept saying "oh i have time" and slacked. Now I'm hauling ass to get ready in time and stressin' I wont be. GUH.
We are here for you! I know you can do this if your heart is into it!!! I hope it is! I am only a text away if you need me!
Xo
GOOD gOALS!! SOMETIMES IT TAKES US TIME! MY 1ST AND ONLY CONTEST TOOK ME A WHOLE YEAR FOR ME TO TRANSFORM DAY 1 BFL TO STAGE. MY PREP SO FAR FOR THIS ONE WILL BE 17 WEEKS AND MY EATING HAS NOT BEEN PERFECT SO WILL SEE ....TO BE CONTINUED> TAKE YOUR TIME GIRL!
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