Wow im starving today!!! I cant believe its already a week since I posted last!!! I am supposed to be like less than 8 weeks out now....7.5 to be exact...not sure what im going to do about the show at the end of june...I sent pics to mike and we went back and forth with what I should do. He wants me to do well. He thinks I can do well....he told me that my shape was there...just need to lean out more....and if I think I need more time to lean out then I should but he thinks I still have plenty of time. But I don’t want to just “show up” again...I want to belong up there. So we will see what the next few weeks bring....if I continue to lean out and look like I should then so be it. I have to realize that this show isn’t the end and the only show that I can do.....its may.....there are shows throughout the summer and fall....so we shall see :) I feel better about it now :) Got a new diet too :)
I want to do his boot camp at the end of may.....the deposit is due by the end of the week so im not sure I can commit...I would love to do it though...there are girls from SiouxCountry doing it and it would be cool to meet them and Mike....and Julie....im just not sure I have the money for it....
Hmmm...what else???
Mother’s day is sunday...we are going to dinner for my mom.....we are going to a place that their menu is pretty good....there is a big salad bar that I can fill up on and they grill most of their food...so I should be ok. Right now my cravings aren’t so bad (thank god)..im sure the longer I continue to diet, the worse it will get but right now im ok.
Adam bought a medicine ball to do abs at home....so that is fun :)
Im still not getting enough cardio in...I keep trying to get up in the morning but I cant get to bed early enough to get up! I really need to do that though!!! Its hard!!!
We are trying to also plan some sort of vacation...but that is also on my brain of competing....if I don’t do this show at the end of June then that means I will be dieting all through the summer again....and going on vacation will be difficult...so im not sure what to do with that either!
April posted these cute straws on her blog....I must have one :) So if I don’t win, I will definitely order one....go check them out :)
2 comments:
sounds like your having a good day girl! very cool! yup 7.5 weeks out! this week i just got back on it trying to focus yup getting up early is hard~! i feel ya!
You just to keep trying to do what you think is your best. You can't change what has gone before, only what is to come.
GOOD LUCK and don't worry okay. You are capable of so much, you just need to really feel it deep inside.
:-) :-).
Matt
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