Well as i sit here at work im thinking to myself that im not sure that i can do what i need to do to be ready in a little less than 8 weeks.
I try not to think that way. Im trying to keep all of the negative comments out of my head. But its hard not to.
I think part of it is because right now im so tired and cranky and a little hungry (oh and i have my period).
Giving up is not an option. I know that....but sometimes i think that no matter what i do, im not going to be ready. And yet again, i am going to be going up on stage looking like a gross mess.
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today was shoulders....my favorite.....i did get up for EMC...got in 32 minutes...then hit the gym for shoulders....
at lunch i went back to the gym and did 20 min on the stepper and i ran out of time and only got in 7 minutes on the EFX machine.....i wanted a total of 30 but hey, what can i do? I had to get back to work.
Im going to my sister's tonight...i have my dinner with me. I want to be home for 8 so that i can watch Biggest Loser which starts tonight....i want to get on the treadmill and watch it...i will be able to get through the session easier with that show :)
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Trust me, I had the same thoughts yesterday and I only have 11 days left!! I know how you feel. You can do it! Here's some Eminem motivation for ya =)
"Cause sometimes you feel tired, feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
and just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse."- Love him. I can do this.
Keep your chin up, that damn aunt flo likes to play with our minds!!
Last time you competed Angela, you look absolutely beautiful and every inch deserving of being there.
You will again. Don't doubt yourself, be proud of yourself. You are a superb person, so don't be hard on youself okay. Live every moment of this journey like it means everything to you.
You CAN do this.
GOOD LUCK.
:-) :-).
Matt
I love that you watch Biggest Loser while on the treadmill - great idea! I wish I had a treadmill to do the same.
Don't give up, it's only 8 more weeks and you CAN do it.
Hang in there Ang! That is what prep is all about. It's hard to fight the negetivity we have in our own heads but it's you against your mind and I'm rooting for the mental you to push past the other mental you! DO IT!
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