AHHHHH

Today's workout was chest....not so bad...but he upped my cardio a bit.....which is fine...i think i need it anyway :)

I have such a headache....you know those headaches where it starts at the top of your head, hurts your eyes, into your neck and shoulders and makes you sick to your stomach? Yeah, that is what i have......i took Excedrine...the pain is dulling a bit....but its still there.

I have to vent...yesterday i was talking to my mom about what we were doing for Father's day this year. My sister Michelle had mentioned us going to dinner with her husband's family (again).....the thing is, we do a lot with his family. Mostly because Michelle doesn't want to go back and forth between families...because both families are very close....his more so and may i add that she spends 80% of her time with his family and gives my parents one day a week for dinner for about 3 hours....so for instance, easter, we have with his family and mine, mothers day, the same thing....there are others...but i cant think of it right now.....but the point is, it is her family(nicky's) not ours....so she wants to combine everything...but its not always what we want to do, but it seems like she makes the plans for us and that is it. Anyway....my father does not want to spend Father's Day with them....he wants to golf for the day, come home, relax, and have dinner at home....which is fine...and he should do exactly what he wants to do....its his day. Well my sister sees this as such an inconvenience to her! And is all pissed off because now she has to be inconvenienced and has to go to Nicky's family's for dinner and then go over my parent's house for dessert....what is the big deal?? Married couples do this all the time.....you go to one, early in the day, and then go to the other parent's....simple as that! I don't have that issue because Adam's father isn't in the picture and his mother passed away.....so its a little different for me...but i know plenty of people who go through this...and that is the way it goes, right? So now she is all pissy.....and me and my mom (the wusses that we are) are afraid of her...well just her mouth.....i don't know why....im the older one....i should have no problem saying something...but i just stay out of it.....i really should put her in her place and tell her she is wrong....but i dont.....i need to get the balls to say something....one day i will :) All i am saying is that my father better not give in now just because she is pissed...then i will get mad....because again, she will have her way....

Ok...done venting......oh, one more thing....my legs really really hurt from yesterday's workout...ok...really done...lol