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Well im back to normal ( i think) I am just getting overwhelmed with everything i think and i just had to get it all out...thanks everyone for all your comments...it means a lot :)

Well lets see....there are like 17 days left....and im trying to get everything under contol. Hopefully i will only have one or two more breakdowns...LOL!

Thank god i have my workouts....i even made it to the gym saturday and sunday! It really does help with the stress relief....i even ran for 10 minutes straight! I think i needed it.

My dad is doing a lot better...he is walking around and the pain is "uncomfortable." But he still has the catheter in until friday (which im sure he cant wait to get out!) But he is eating and walking and getting stronger every day...thank god....that is one load off my brain!

Last night we did seating arrangements (well me and my sister did)....and we went to AC Moore to get the rest of the stuff for the favors...tonight i am doing nothing....tomorrow or wednesday i have to go to the florist and finish up all last minute details with him...thursday is my last fitting. Sunday we are all getting together to do the favors....then next saturday is the bachelorette/bachelor parties.....its coming quick.....

Well im staying strong and trying to focus.....i am so glad i work out in the mornings....otherwise i wouldn't be able to ever get my workouts in! My hooker heels should be arriving today :) That will be my next thing to panic about :)

But after this wedding business is all over, i will be lying on a beach in Cancun drinking a margarita :) That is going to be heaven!!!! And then a few weeks after that i leave for Indy to meet April and go to the Arnold!!!!! That is going to be soo awesome! I cant wait to meet everyone!!!!

Ok, well i guess that's all i got for now....