Hollywood Blvd...here i come :)

I ordered my hooker heels! Yay! I got the ones with the strap though....we will see how i walk in them and how hard they are to buckle.....im not that good in heels.....so i figured the strap would help :)

Well i had my first weigh in back with T....down two pounds....but im not really down two since i probably gained 2 or 3 over the holidays...so i am basically where i was before christmas! Which is ok.....i feel better, and im eating clean....well except for my ff creamer...which i never knew was bad :(

I had nothing to make for my meals for tomorrow so i just cooked up some ground turkey with a little bit of manwich mix....yes, i know....the sodium.....but i was desperate! I had nothing in....don't tell :) its only for one meal....I have been on no carbs for over a week...im doing good...Tony asked how i was doing with it and if i could hold out another day or two before going back to carbs...i said i can finish the week out....i just miss my veggies :)

Tomorrow will be busy..electrolosys at noon, and then at 6:30 after work, michelle and Angelica's fittings.....fun....

Then wednesday is my dad's surgery....say a prayer that everything goes ok :)

Thursday is my hair/makeup trial.....

and i still have to find time to pick up the marriage license and my ring that is at the jeweler because she had to keep it to size my band...i feel naked without it!

Today was legs and i went back after work for more cardio...the gym was PACKED!!! the only thing i was able to get on was the bike...which was fine....but i hate January...everyone decides to be healthy and motivated to go to the gym.....i cant wait for February so its dead again :)

I told my friend Sherri that i was going to do a competition...she looked at me like i had three heads.....i dont get it...am i doing something totally crazy? Am i saying, I think i want to start jumping out of airplanes.....or I think i am going to quit my job and join the circus....that is what i feel like.....like i am saying something that is so crazy! But she is supportive, after i told her all about it.....i told her she could help me with my tanning :) But i guess we are in our own little world, where we know what we want to do, and will do it....that is the difference.....