Yes i am....three fucking days until the wedding and i am still blowing my nose and my ears are popping and my head is stuffy. According to one of my fellow workers (a wonderful older black woman) who told me that the devil made me sick and that i cannot let him ruin my wedding. I have to fight against the devil and not let him ruin my day! Ok devil...get the hell away from me! I have got too much to do! I am in work, i have nothing to do, my boss is away....my office manager told me to take tomorrow off too(i was only supposed to take off Thursday and Friday) but you know what? Instead of busting my ass, i may just take tomorrow too! What the hell right?
Oh, then last night, me and adam were talking after he got off the phone with his daughter and says to me, is she getting her nails done for the wedding too on friday? I said, no and he said well what about her eyebrows? I said what about them? I never even thought about Angelica's freaking eyebrows....i said have her mother take her to get them done? what can i do? and if she cant, well then she doesn't...there is nothing i can do about it. One more thing on my brain to worry about. I said well i can do her nails on thursday night or friday morning...not a big deal.
I just wish i felt normal....i dont know why i have to be sick now. I haven't been sick in probably two years and now i get sick. It really is ridiculous if you think about it.....just a big fucking joke on me!
Sorry im just bitching and complaining. I just want to be happy and not have to keep blowing my nose every 5 minutes.. I have enough to worry about besides having to worry about having a rudolph nose in my pictures!
Oh...and then i look at the extended forecast for Cancun.....and just guess how the weather is projected to be next week???? Can you take one guess????? RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hi. I just wanted to tell you about my vacation to Playa Del Carmen last year for christmas/new years. The forecast said rain every day when I left. it did rain every day. for about 30 minutes. It was sunny every day for a large portion of the day. the storms are very fast moving this time of year. I managed to go snorkeling twice, zip lining, ATVing and laid out and got sun every day. Don't worry about it. You are going to have a great time on your honeymoon.
You are a very beautiful woman. You are going to look great in all of your wedding pictures. I am sure that you are going to feel better before the wedding.
keep positive.
Take care and rest up!!! I think it's great to take that extra day off. It will do a lot for your mindset and hopefully that will help with your yuckies.
Try not ot worry too mcuh Angela. Whatever happens, the day will almost certainly be just fine, and you will have a day to remember, not least for looking a picture of feminine radience.
Take care :-) :-).
Matt
Sweetheart you have every right to bitch and complain, but remember it will all turn out good. You will have a day to remember.
(((HUGS))))))
You are a wonderful beautiful person so BREATHE and smile. It's going to be OK!
{{{{HUGS}}}}} from me too!!
I think you've hit bottom...and now that you got that out of the way...you are going to be perfect on your big day!!! Take a deep breath.....only 3 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Take a deep breath. It really will be okay. I was stopping by to wish you a happy happy wedding day and I will be thinking of you.
I have the same crap and I am sick of blowing my nose too!
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