Well its Wednesday already!  The weekend was way too fast...i didn't even really do anything!  My sister had a bbq on Sunday.  I brought my chicken and string beans :)  And i had some baked beans too....Monday was a total wash of a day....i actually did nothing!  Seriously...the extent of my day was cooking and dishes...other than that i sat and watched tv most of the day...i didn't even work out....i just didn't have it in me...i just wanted a day to do nothing...and that is what i did :)

I am back on track this week.  I still haven't got up for cardio before the gym yet.  I really have such a hard time with getting up!  Its horrible!  I had all intentions of getting up this morning....but i didn't go to bed until after midnight so there was no way i was going to be able to function on 5 hours of sleep...so that went bye bye!

Does anyone take Size On-Pre-Contest?  Does it help?  I had a few samples of it...and i liked it...but i dont want to get all bloated from it.  I am fat enough...i dont need extra water weight.  It only has  i think 2 carbs so that is good....but it still has the creatine in it.  They said the pre-contest one is good for women because of the low carb thing.  I have no idea. 

I just feel so fat instead of feeling thinner...and its so hard to stay positive and happy and focused when all you see is the negative stuff.  Yes i know, consistency is key...and i am trying..i am....

Today was shoulders....im off a day because of monday..so i did legs yesterday and then last night i did 45 min on the treadmill. 

I guess that is all that is going on in my world...Flyers tonight!!!  They better win :)

Happy Wednesday :)