I feel so good right now. I look forward to getting my workout email every day excited about what i get to do tomorrow. That has never happened before. And the eating thing...yes its boring and repetitive, but i know that everything that i am eating is good, healthy and is burning fat! That is the most important thing! The ACV/LJ and the green tea, go down easy...its part of my day....cooking my breakfast at night and packing everything for the gym so im ready to go at 6:30. Don't get me wrong, i don't want to get up at 6 (which is late for some people) but i feel soooo much better when im done and im glad that i got up!
I went to the tanning salon last night...i know they are bad and all, but im soo white and color just looks so much better and healthier doesn't it? And it makes me feel better so im doing it. So there! LOL....
I bought new sneakers from Zappos and they came in the mail today. They are Saucony. I never bought that brand before, but the girl i work with loves them, so im giving them a try. They fit, so thats a plus...i just hope they dont hurt when im running.
I am going to brunch on sunday with my sister and my two cousins. It sucks cause i won't be able to really eat anything except egg whites and oatmeal, which in turn will cost me $30.00, but it will be a nice day. So i can sit there while they eat thier bagels, muffins, mimosas, etc., and i will be the good girl who will get comments made out loud by my sister who just continually tells me that "I can't live this way and I will never be able to keep this up".....keep stuffin your face....how much have you gained since your wedding??(that is what i feel like sayin....but the wuss ball that i am doesn't say a word)....
Like last night, i stopped at my mom and dad's after dinner for coffee because my sister was there....
Michelle: "are you allowed to drink coffee?"
Me: "yeah smartass"
See? This is what i get..
And as we all drank our coffee....they all had a "snack" with their coffee.....apparently, Hostess came out with these mini packs of three baby cupcakes which are 100 calories and every chemical in gods universe in there and they gobbled them right up. Keep eatin.....and i will keep losing.....I will show them all........ 
5 comments:
Hay Angela.
I really like the way you expressed yourself there. I mentioned recently on my blog, about the need for people to help themselves succeed, by publicly writing things like this, or joining messageboards, communities in their locality, and basically telling others who understand about their wishes, so they can get support from like minded people.
I have read before now, people who try to lose some weight, or diet for a contest, openly admitting practically all of their their friends / family members, don't understand, don't realise why they're doing it, don't want to know, and in some cases, get used to it and accept it, though many never do, especially when sometimes the sacrifices you make, come in the way of familiy things / socialising with friends.
It then looks like your becoming selfish, or ant-social, but sometimes giving too much to people, or putting out too often for others, could probably be an invitation for them to ask or expect more from you, when it's been given to them before.
A case of you're damned if you do, and damned if you don't.
So the things you said, struck a chord with me, and I believe whole-heartedly, that you have that vibe, that when you're in the zone, you can stick doggedly to things like that when you say / write them, and that you won't let yourself down about 2-4 weeks in, like New Years resolutioners, or people who delay starting things to long, often do.
So I know when you wrote what you did, every word radiated emotion, passion, and heart, not a false prophecy of the future, but a realistic desire, to prove your doing this, is a real part of your life, not a fad, and something you believe 100% in.
You should be very proud of all you've done recently. I know you'll continue to give 100%, and you'll get 100% out of all you do.
You have the potential to be everything you want to be, and deserve to be as happy as you want to be.
This is your life, nobody elses, so you take these moments, live them, enjoy them, and if others can't accept or won't accept your lifestyle, it's their weakness, but seeing it through to the end, means it won't be yours.
You keep going misses. You have a great Heart, and YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!
:-) :-).
Matt
Hi Angela! Isn't it like a weight off your chest and mind not having to try and figure it out yourself! I think we are similar in our backgrounds and I know you will be so happy in the upcoming weeks!! It only gets better!!!
Hey Angela~
Your posts are so encouraging. I have just started BFL and I am on week 4.
Could you send me the recipes for the zuchinni oatbars you talk about so much and the chicken dish?
I would greatly appreciate it!
leslieandmatthew@sbcglobal.net
Leslie- Grand Rapids, Michigan
I tan and wear Saucony...we ROCK! lol :)
Thanks for the reply Matt it's all good!
You are woman and I hear you roar! Won't they all be sorry this summer when you're the hotty by the pool and they, well too be nice, aren't.
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