The weekend was nice. We had Angelica the whole weekend. Friday night i made dinner and we just hung out. Saturday, we went to go and see Wall-E and then we went to Applebees. I just had a salad with chicken on it and dressing on the side. When i got home i was on the computer and my buddy Tina sent me a very inspiring and motivational email (thanks girl :) And of course, seeing pictures of Tara (tracker) competing really made me sit down and think about what i want. Then i was able to talk to Tony on Sunday afternoon and we talked about it too. And what it comes down to basically is this.....
WHAT DO I WANT TO ACHIEVE AND AM I GOING TO DO WHAT IT TAKES TO ACHIEVE IT???
That is what it all comes down to....how bad do i want it? Is eating something fattening or salty worth my dream? NO! And that is what i have to keep in my head! This is what i want....i want to get on that stage and shine....to prove to myself that i can do something that only a certain percentage of people can do! I am so tired of hearing myself TALK about doing it...i have to just DO IT! No, ifs, ands or butts! If i want to achieve this dream, i have to go out there and sacrifice alot, but i think that the outcome will overpower the sacrifices, dont ya think?
Well here it is....my vow to myself and to everyone who reads my little blog ;)
There is only one more show in my area.....its about an hour away from me...but its my only option at this point.......NOVEMBER 1, 2008......NEW JERSEY GOLD'S CLASSIC FIGURE!!!
AND AWAY WE GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 comment:
I'm so glad you were able to talk with Tony and that you are fired up again. :D (((hugs))) You CAN totally do this! They say nothing tastes as good as thin feels, so... how about nothing tastes as good as being a DIVA feels? ;D
I'm so excited for you!
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