24 days

Whenever i feel tired and aggravated and don't want to move off the couch i think about the girls above....not necessarily these 5, but the pros in general....all that they do to push themselves to the limits and how hard they have to work to get where they are. That they didn't just automatically look like that...that it took years of hard work. I know that it will take me a long time to get where i would be happy with my body. And I'm fine with that. I mean, i want to look like that, don't get me wrong, but i know I'm not going to get there in the time that i have been training for this show :)

But it gives me something to strive for...to want! And that is what i am doing! I am pushing myself everyday at the gym...trying to lift a little bit heavier , run a little bit longer. Every calorie burned helps. I will get there....maybe not this show....and if i do another...it may not be the next one...but everyday i will strive to better myself...and that is what is important :)

So....24 days......

I talked to tony and again he made sure i understood that i need to get that 2 hours of cardio in....and more if possible......

so last night i did 2 hours....and add that to my 30 minutes in the morning......2.5 hours of cardio yesterday on top of my shoulder workout! I already feel leaner! Silly i know, but i know that is what is going to get me the smallest.....and hopefully the muscles will show as i lean out more ;)

I am soooo happy that Stacey is doing the show again!!!!! I mean, she is the MUSCLE in "muscle in the city"......i was so bummed that she wasn't going to do the show with us and now she is back!!!! YAY!!!!!! And don't worry Stacey...i got the peanut M&M situation covered!!!!

We have to set up some kind of photoshoot girls!!!!! How cool!!!!

And i wanted to give a shout out to Ms Kelly!!!! First...love your vlogs!!! Second..you made me LOL at you saying you were going to be yelling in the front row with some kind of sign on your chest!!! LOL! I hope we all live up to your expectations :) (Well at least me! ) Cause i don't live up to my own! It is going to be so great meeting you and Sherry!

Ok....well I'm out.....

oh...just for my own rememberance....weight.....109.0!