Friday, October 17, 2008

reality check

Ok.....i just booked my flight for the show!!!! OMG! Im freaking out!!! This totally makes it real and i think that i was putting off getting the ticket because that meant that it was really happening! That i am really doing this! There is no going back now i guess!!

WOW!!!! Im scared!!!!!! There isn't much time left!!!!!

I must have pulled a muscle yesterday in my shoulder/neck area and the pain shot into my head and gave me a massive headache! I actually went and had a massage at lunch-there is a place near my work where they do the chair massages for $1.00/minute...so i did a 20 minute massage and it felt sooo good! I am going to really take advantage of that! I waste money on such stupid crap anyway! At least this makes me feel good :) Well this morning doing chest it happened again!! I think that its whenever i push myself it happens! I felt like i was going to have a stroke or something!!!! I was scared. but i took excedrin and it got a little better ;)

Im meeting with my posing coach on sunday morning! I definitely need work in that area!

ok...its panic time!!!!

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

I would say if you feel something funny again, perhaps consult a medic, just for your own piece of mind.

This could be related to the lifting intensity, but also possibly the result of any reduced mineral or vitamin content from a restricted diet.

Anyway, I really hope things continue to go well for you, and you keep gettign great results.

GOOD LUCK and best wishes :-) :-).

Matt

Stef said...

Yay! you booked your flight!!!

And BTW....don't panic! Just give it your best shot and you will be awesome!

=)

April said...

YIPPEE!! This is gonna ROCK!

Kelly Olexa said...

Don't panic!! Be excited! Be proud of you and what you are doing!!!
;-)
K

Tina said...

I'm so excited...it's for real this time...no turning back...what is it...34 days or something...OMG, I think I'm gonna cry!! Damn hormones!! BTW...don't be getting hurt...I'm not letting you out of this for nothing...I'll come get you and drive you to that stage :) I'm so proud of you, keep going strong!! The moose munch...whatever the heck that stuff is...is going to be sooooo worth it :) Ha, Ha...no meeting up with the Diva's is the real treat :) I can't wait!!!

Lori said...

It's not panic time...it's kick it in the ass time. I'm happy you booked your flight. It is real and you will do it and have fun at it.