Well my weigh in yesterday was 109.8!!! So im shrinking little by little...i had posing yesterday with Stacey Simons...she is so cool and im so glad that i have her to help me. We changed up my positioning a bit for my "model pose" and really it is difficult to get it all down...so many poses and how to stand, walk, etc....its crazy!!! And my calfs are killing me from those stupid shoes!!!
All is going well...im not as lean as i would like to be at 32 days out! I should have more definition and should be leaner i think.....i still have a belly and my legs are still flabby!! I suck! I want to look like i belong up there..i want to look like a competitor.....you had to see Stacey....she was just standing there and showing me how to pose and i was like "wow...i want your shoulders!!!!!" she hasn't really worked out since the Olympia and she is still all cut up! I want that!!! I know it takes years, but little things would make me feel better :)
One good little thing i saw was when she told me to move my shoulder forward, i could see a little shoulder cut :) That made me happy!!!
Well i had legs this morning and tomorrow is shoulders! my two favorites back to back :)
Im tired...i have to wake up! Cardio when i get home and then i want to be done everything before Heroes starts :) And i must be in bed by 10 so i can get tomorrow!! No time for slacking!! it has to be done!!
7 comments:
Your doing so awesome!
Woman, I still have a stomach and my legs are tight...i'm not worried. I know it'll all come together! I know you'll never be happy but we all know you're gonna look GREAT!
I meant, aren't tight ;)
You are doing a great job and we are all SO freakin' proud of you!!! Don't worry it will all come together in the next few weeks!
You just need to keep pushing for what you want. You can't dwell on little ifs and buts, because any amoun of positivty, could increase your chances of a better end result on stage, but negatives will harm you, so put those thoughts aside as best as possible, and just focus on what you ARE capable of and how feminine, and beautiful YOU look, and what a great married life YOU have.
GODO LUCK.
:-) :-).
Matt
32 days will go by so fast and you will be amazed at what happens the last month right down to the last day or so. It is the coolest thing ever!
It's funny the little things you can do to show off a certain muscle. Keep practicing and be sure to do it without mirrors so you can be sure you are doing it correct. People get so used to mirrors that when they are on stage they don't get it right. Take awya the mirror and put up a camera dn check yourself. It's a good tool.
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