Ok now its getting closer and closer.....
I sent off pics to Tony with my head cut off because i was super scary saturday morning. Weigh in was 110.8! Im getting there.....im leaning out...but my ass has so much work yet to go!!! I just keep trying to think about what is to come next....Tony told me to get ready for next week because at 6 weeks out..things are going to get tough! How much tougher can they get? How much more can change? Im already not eating yams or anything??? We shall see i guess!!!
My boobs get on my nerves! I have to look into what i can do to secure them when my suit is on. The problem im having is that when the suit is on, it shifts and my boobs dont stay in place and you can see it at the bottom of the suit....its hard to explain but the wiring on the suit kinda lifts and it doesn't lay flat on my body...i want to check and see if i can get the tape they sell for women who wear either low tops or backless....its just basically tape that holds you up..i have no idea what they are called but i have to look them up and buy some :)
Weekend was kinda boring....didn't do much.....took a half day from work and we took my nephew for his fall/halloween pictures....he is too freaking cute!!!! He was dressed as a monkey :) Friday night, Adam went out for happy hour so i did an hour and a half of cardio and watched 2 episodes of LOST. Im almost through Season 3 now. Saturday didn't do much....went to my parents at night to watch the Phillies game. Sunday, i cooked a little, washed clothes, took out some fall/winter stuff to wash and did cardio. Then went to my parents for dinner..came home, watched tv and went to bed.....super exciting huh?
I was getting kinda bummed out last night and Adam gave me a pep talk of sorts....I was telling him how time was going so fast and i wasn't sure if i was going to be able to get there in time...he told me how good i was doing but i was only giving 95-98%....where the girl next to me on stage gave 110%....that i have to become the girl that gave 110%....when im exhausted and dont want to move, the other girl is moving and doing what she needs to do. When i put that extra creamer in my coffee, the girl next to me isn't. When im at the gym and lifting...i should be the girl who other girls look at in awe and cant believe that this little girl can lift so much....i have to contstantly be pushing myself to my own limits....whatever they may be....to go that extra mile...to do that extra cardio or add that 10 pounds to my bar....whatever it is, whatever it takes...to make myself better....to know that i gave 110% instead of 95%....so even if its show time and im not exactly where i should be....at least i will know that i gave it my all and that is all that really matters :) That is the way that i need to think...all the time....that someone else is doing more.
So when im tired and my alarm goes off at 5:00....i have to think....that other girl is getting up and not hitting the snooze button ;)
*****edited----progress pics****
Please excuse the little bit of boob in pic (see suit problem above ;) ...LOL)My ass pic is still too big for you all too see!
Also...what is up with my legs?? When i went tanning that happened???? Gross!
12 comments:
Girl! I've been there and know how you feel! After many pep talk from my trainer, teamies, and divas, I'm now focusing on day to day. Worrying won't fix the problem, just make the fat wanna stay! Do the work and let your trainer do the worrying! You have to let go and place your faith in them! Hugs!
Keep up the hard work, and best wishes.
:-) :-).
Matt
Hang in there.....and BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!!!
=)
That was so sweet what Adam said :) Of course that sort of thing only pisses me off when Mike says them...I know he means well.
You have changed SO much! Just keep up the cardio and clean eating and Adam is right...it's the little things you start to cut now that will REALLY show! I hate not putting creamer in my coffee but you just can't.
I'm not sure what to do about the boobs but take it from me...water dropping does wonders for the pooch and legs!!!
Oh and I forgot to mention...I SEE ABS!!!!!
Girl, your hard work is paying off!! You look great!!
;-)
K
Looking great! Keep up the good work. I'm rooting for you!
Look at you! You're getting there. Can't wait to see the results live and in person in 46 days!!
Oh, Splenda has these new coffee sweetners. They come in Hazelnut, Caramel, Mocha, and French Vanilla. Maybe you should try them in your coffee. Gives it an extra kick! I took a sip of my black coffee and it was drinkable!
Keep up the good work!
stacy focused Angela!! you can do this!
oh girl you are lookin good! You will be amazed at the changes in the next 6 weeks. Your top should start fitting better as you continually drop bodyfat and once your body has no more fat to drop from up there then it will start taking from the bottom...this is what sucks about being a woman lol :) Hang in there and just follow everything to a T and it'll happen I promise :)
Love the pics. You will get there. :) Love the suit too. You are going to be so proud when this day is here and then you'll really be pumped. Can't wait.
You are looking amazing!!! Everything is falling into place. Keep working hard, you'll see.....:)
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