I had a nice anniversary on thursday. We went down the shore-we had a room at the Tropicana and we went to dinner. Lost money gambling of course. I wasn't able to workout on Thursday and friday when we got home, i just didn't have it in me. I really should have since i didn't eat that great when we went out to dinner.
Now to make matters worse, i didn't go to the gym yesterday or today! AND, i went to Applebees for dinner with my parents last night! That was a disaster! It was one of those meals when you are so hungry, that you don't care what you shove in your face! I was of course, upset after i ate.
See, i think my problem is this: Im not giving up, but im just getting a bit discouraged by the lack of weight that im losing. But all of that is going to change (i hope). I finally got in touch with the online trainer, Tony and i filled out the paperwork. The only thing that i am dreading is taking the pictures to send to him. I talked to Adam about it and i was trying to explain how well a lot of you girls have made such great advances and are really happy with him. Adam isn't too keen on the cost but I told him that i will try it for a month. If it doesn't work, then i dont have to keep it going. I need to be told EXACTLY what to do, exercise wise and eating wise. I have to be doing something wrong. Adam just keeps telling me to do more cardio. But it has to be more than that. I have been eating clean for 6 weeks, going on 7 and i have only lost 4 pounds. Something isn't right. So i am going to have Adam take my pictures, and i will send them off and we shall see what happens. Im just really tired of looking this way and not being happy with myself. I want to be confident and strong and look and feel good. That is all i want.
Now i just have to get my ass back in the gym! I haven't had 4 days out of the gym in a while and i don't like it :( I feel better when i work out.
I have to figure out my food options too for the week. i went food shopping this morning. But i still need more stuff in. I need to get to BJs to get the big packages of chicken and salmon. Going to a regular supermarket is too expensive for that.
Oh, and my friggin microwave died this morning. I can't be without a microwave. I am going to run to Target tonight after dinner to get a new one.
Well, gotta get back to reality. Cant wait to actually get to the gym tomorow! Just dreading taking my pictures tonight!
Now to make matters worse, i didn't go to the gym yesterday or today! AND, i went to Applebees for dinner with my parents last night! That was a disaster! It was one of those meals when you are so hungry, that you don't care what you shove in your face! I was of course, upset after i ate.
See, i think my problem is this: Im not giving up, but im just getting a bit discouraged by the lack of weight that im losing. But all of that is going to change (i hope). I finally got in touch with the online trainer, Tony and i filled out the paperwork. The only thing that i am dreading is taking the pictures to send to him. I talked to Adam about it and i was trying to explain how well a lot of you girls have made such great advances and are really happy with him. Adam isn't too keen on the cost but I told him that i will try it for a month. If it doesn't work, then i dont have to keep it going. I need to be told EXACTLY what to do, exercise wise and eating wise. I have to be doing something wrong. Adam just keeps telling me to do more cardio. But it has to be more than that. I have been eating clean for 6 weeks, going on 7 and i have only lost 4 pounds. Something isn't right. So i am going to have Adam take my pictures, and i will send them off and we shall see what happens. Im just really tired of looking this way and not being happy with myself. I want to be confident and strong and look and feel good. That is all i want.
Now i just have to get my ass back in the gym! I haven't had 4 days out of the gym in a while and i don't like it :( I feel better when i work out.
I have to figure out my food options too for the week. i went food shopping this morning. But i still need more stuff in. I need to get to BJs to get the big packages of chicken and salmon. Going to a regular supermarket is too expensive for that.
Oh, and my friggin microwave died this morning. I can't be without a microwave. I am going to run to Target tonight after dinner to get a new one.
Well, gotta get back to reality. Cant wait to actually get to the gym tomorow! Just dreading taking my pictures tonight!
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Hi Angela! Wow brit-man sounds like he knows what he is talking about. Tony will definetly have you change that Myoplex lite to a regular Myoplex. I know in your head you are thinking I can't have a regular myoplex, believe me I was the same way. I now take in 190 grams of protein a day!! Once you get your diet from T you will be amazed in 4 weeks(if you stick to it);) I know you will! You really sound a lot like me. There was just too much information out there that was getting confusing to me. Now it is all summed up and I follow it to a T and lose 11 lbs:)
If you ever have any questions are just need to talk feel free to e-mail me!!
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