Im cranky...and tired. Sometimes i just hate my life. All that it consists of is waking up, going to work, going to the gym, coming home, cooking dinner, eating, cleaning up the dishes (i dont have a f**king dishwasher so i have to do everything by hand), straightening up and then taking a shower and going to bed. That is my boring life. I hate my house, it just constantly needs to be cleaned....i wish i could afford a cleaning lady.....how lazy would i be then??? There is no good reason why my house gets so messy....just laziness and tiredness. I hate my kitchen. There is absolutely no counter space....i wish i had an work island in my kitchen so i could do more in there. Its so hard to cook with no room. Plus i have the damn dog under my feet every second....sorry for the bitchfest. Im just tired of doing everything myself, and it looks like nothing is ever done! That is the worst part!!
Now to bitch about myself. I hate myself! Every single inch of me. I got on the f**king scale this morning and i was the same AGAIN....WTF! And im not even PMSing....lol!
Im just down on myself. I guess im stressed. I dont know.
My workout was ok. Not the greatest. I did lower body tonight. I felt like i could have done more but i didn't know what to do.....and it was getting late...so i left. I did workout about 40 minutes or so......could have been worse i guess.
Im cooking my zucchini oat bars now. I wanted to make protien pancakes and freeze them for the week, but im tired and Heroes is coming on soon.....love that show!
Food intake today:
M1: zucchini oat bar
M2: zucchini oat bar
M3: salad with turkey, kidney beans, light dressing
M4: protein bar
M5: salmon, salad, asparagus
Now to bitch about myself. I hate myself! Every single inch of me. I got on the f**king scale this morning and i was the same AGAIN....WTF! And im not even PMSing....lol!
Im just down on myself. I guess im stressed. I dont know.
My workout was ok. Not the greatest. I did lower body tonight. I felt like i could have done more but i didn't know what to do.....and it was getting late...so i left. I did workout about 40 minutes or so......could have been worse i guess.
Im cooking my zucchini oat bars now. I wanted to make protien pancakes and freeze them for the week, but im tired and Heroes is coming on soon.....love that show!
Food intake today:
M1: zucchini oat bar
M2: zucchini oat bar
M3: salad with turkey, kidney beans, light dressing
M4: protein bar
M5: salmon, salad, asparagus
2 comments:
Hang in there girl. There are always going to be highs and lows. You are moving in the right direction, keep the momentum going and you will get there!!
Amyella :)
I think it the month of Febrary. It just makes you feel crappy. We just go 8 inches of snow and my pipes are froze!! Keep at it bikini season is right around the corner:)
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