I dont know if i should be posting right now because I feel like Mrs. Crankypants...but since i have a little time i guess i will.
The weekend was nice....nothing exciting except i was proud of myself on saturday...adam wanted sushi so we went and i didn't think i was going to be able to make it out of there without eating rice but i ordered a bunch of sashimi and some grilled shrimp skewers and i was fine. I got a side salad too with ginger dressing. That made me happy that i didnt have to give up my sushi...i just compromised it a little.
Workouts have been good....getting all my cardio in....
Just having some money and house issues....and its hurting my brain! I want to refinance so i can get a lower interest rate and to pay off my credit cards...my credit score sucks and im having trouble getting the refinance to go through. Then i started looking for a new house before the refinance goes through and that is getting to be a pain in the ass too! Im so indescisive with things and i cant just make a decision and stick to it.
Then back to training......i didn't get my EMC in this morning because i took tylenol PM last night before bed and i was a log when the alarm went off and i couldn't move...so that didn't get done...the weather is crappy and i dont feel like doing anything.
The show im supposed to do is in 54 days. How the hell is my ass going to be ready by then? Then i get upset thinking that im never going to be ready to get up there and why do it, etc.
But then i get like April and tomorrow i will be fine and happy with rainbows and roses...LOL! So i dont want to be like this....
Text messaged with tony...he lowered my oats and took away my ketchup! I like my ketchup! LOL! I have to call him.....
Anyway...that is where my head is....its everywhere! And i cant concentrate and i want to just forget everything and just sleep!
PS-Weigh in for Tony yesterday was 115.4.....today it was 114.8...im not getting to excited over it because my weight fluctuates so badly that tomorrow i will probably be 117!
Also---i bought a suit from Jodi....its really pretty :) Now if my ass fits in it that would be a plus ;)
2 comments:
I have heard that right now is an awesome time to refinance! I think Todd is going to do the same thing because they told him there are lower rates out there. I hope that works out for you! Just don't worry YET...you'll get it! My credit score is awful LOL.
You should nix the show in 54 days and come do the OCB in september with us!!!!! :D
The Ketchup suprises me, just as Ketchup is quite Sugary, so I thought it would have been eliminated long before now.
Just an observation, not a criticism.
YES, you WILL be ready, and YES you deserve this :-) :-).
Good luck.
Matt
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